humanity
For better or for worse, relationships reveal the core of the human condition.
Escaping Nashville
Do not get me wrong. I love Nashville Tennessee with all of my heart. I’ve always wanted to be a musician, but I never wanted to live in Nashville. Music City USA! Yes, New York and Los Angeles are phenomenal, and they are way better than Nashville in my opinion. The music business though is centered in Nashville Tennessee. Not just country. Even though the amount of pop country made with all the snap/claps makes me want to stick a cowboy boot up my own ass.
By IV Elmendorf6 years ago in Humans
The beauty of being yourself
We are only humans. Life is all we've been granted but yet we don't make the most of it. We follow the desires of life , the temptations that we come across and the obsticles we come across. Love one of life's desires. I crave to be loved and to be treated like a Cinderella fairy tale. I want to meet my knight and shinny armor.I have flesh just like everyone else but yet i can't seem to find love. Is there something wrong with me. The heartbreak that comes out of all this is painful. I don't think that love is meant for me. Can someone just seem me for who i am. I don't want to be like the kids at school who pretend to be people they not. I wanna fall in love the most natural way and feel like I am the only woman in the world. I wanna be loved for being the loud , opinionated and crazy person I am. I want him to embrace my imperfect perfections that would me happy. I want him to give me the attention in class without the teacher noticing. I want to bring him lunch during break without the cool kids calling me a nerd. I want him to notice me for being the smart girl who everyone calls four eyes in class because I wear glasses. Little things matter, isn't? Is that hard to ask for? I am not the type that loves beauty product. I prefer being natural like washing my face with a green bar. I embrace myself but in the real world that doesn't find you love. I wish I could be like the girls at school who seek attention from the hot guys who everyone wants especially the guy who sits by the corner , the captain of our first team soccer. He is so damn good looking but yet he doesn't even know I exist. He gives the girls who call their original pictures which have no filter crusty and their filtered pictures as original. I want to fit in so badly but I don't want to change myself in the process. Society only cares about what image they want us to be created in. They want to control us. I want everyone to embrace their true selves , wouldn't the world be a better place? We need to earn how to stop judging others. I'm tired of being judged for not wearing make-up and putting on fake hair , that's not me. I'm proud to be who I am but at times I feel ashamed of the way I look. Girls at school make us feel so small and try to lower our self esteems. That's not right. So that perfect guy I want will never want me because of the way i look and dress. Can someone clarify why this is happening to me. Why am i different to others? Can't I be that perfect girl that every guy wants? I'm considering buying beauty products so that I fit in with the girls at school. Why was I born with a high IQ level though? I am confused , I don't know if I still want to be myself anymore. I want to change myself for love , for someone who will notice me as soon as I change the way I look. I would be a dream girl even the cool kids would want to sit me during breaks. Maybe life wants me to be lonely. I just wish I could be like the girls at school they seem to fit in everywhere they go. Love is in the air , that's what they all say. Yet i don't see it? My life is just too simply and i'm not sure if I still want to keep it that way.......
By Zinhle Sutho6 years ago in Humans
Change
Another sleepless night, another incoherent blog post... I'm really not sure what it is I want to talk about tonight, but I have this overwhelming desire to write (which makes me so so happy!) so I guess we'll just do a little word vomit tonight and clean it up at some point?
By Ayaan Abdullahi6 years ago in Humans
Things you know if you're a Wasian
For those who don't know, Wasian stands for White and Asian. If you're like me and you're half white and half Asian, you might see yourself in those points I'm making. And if you have more, please share. Here I am going to share my personal POV as I am half French and half Filipino. But I feel like it would probably work with most Wasians in general.
By Axelle T. Marchesin6 years ago in Humans
Tall talk (Part three)
Welcome back I know this one will be a good one, because we are talking about food. It is the one thing a lot of people can agree is getting expensive. But I would be most people’s personal grocery bill is close to 300$. I’m not even including eating out. See, I must eat three times a day sometimes more. These aren’t small meals, for example, I today ate six eggs, sausage, and three pieces of liver mush. That problem sounds like a nice breakfast to some people, especially if you’re fat. But hers the thing, I need eat that every day. That’s what people don’t think of is the fact that I must. That for most people, is as much food as people eat when they binge or splurge. If I don’t eat that I will suffer from debilitating hunger cramps. They will wake me up at night, no matter how hard I sleep, and keep me from sleeping. My iron will drop, and I will lose all the color in my face. Now I have been blessed to be able to eat like I need to, but it takes a toll on my wallet.
By Anthony Sanders6 years ago in Humans
Your Sad Life, My Life
Intro There once was a time where everything felt right. You live in a house with your perfect family, everyday you go to your perfect job, and always had a loving and perfect boyfriend. Your life is amazing. Then you grow up. You learn more and more about your "perfect" family to realize they aren't as perfect as you once believed. You realize your part time job was underpaying, even though everyone there was your other family. And that perfect boyfriend, questions every move you take. You've come to realize they aren't at all what they seemed…
By Christina Brenner6 years ago in Humans
