Secrets
The Failing Adult
I'm another year older and none the wiser. I'm fat, broke, single, and ready to mingle- but the only date I think I'll be mingling with anytime soon will most likely be with Mr. Reaper instead of a charming Sugar Daddy. I think I've passed the age of "young and cute" and crossed into old and pathetic. Now in my thirties, it's starting to dawn on me just how pathetic of a person I actually am; and I need to be honest about it.
By Karin4 years ago in Confessions
Habits of Positive People
Some sort of a lot more packed with positive things together with itโs merely a subject of choice if you want to be able to notice them or perhaps not. A fine a lot even more made up involving positive habits of which help you give attention to the things of which matter. This kind of is the solution to men and women pondering positively and making the most of life.
By lupu alexandra4 years ago in Confessions
Love is Part VIII
THE ESSENCE OF THE LIGHT: VIBRANT SUN Soul source of creation. The ethereal beacon of light. Invoking wisdom within to elevate to new heights. Spirit is seeking alignment. On a devoted assignment. Remaining focused on purpose. This is the truest Divinement.
By ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐น4 years ago in Confessions
What a Difference Half a Year Makes
Moving on April 19, 2021 Itโs been six months - six months free from my abuser. Six months into my healing journey. It has been six months of painful memories and flashbacks. But I am marching forward and not looking constantly in my rear view mirror anymore.
By Cynthia Fraser-Shadbolt4 years ago in Confessions
Ballads
Sweat dripped down my brow and burned the inner corners of my eyes. The cold wind slapped against my clammy skin. The frigid air burned my lungs. I felt phenomenal. I chased the runnerโs high. I immersed myself in this new activity and the rush and sense of accomplishment boosted my long suffering self esteem. Periwinkle and peach marbled the late evening sky. I loved to run during this time of day. Southern climates tend to be unforgiving towards outdoor activities. .
By Genesis Gonzalez4 years ago in Confessions
The Truth
Let me tell you the truth, about a woman who lived a double life, not only to herself but too the world. Kaitlyn aka Kat was a junior in high school, going to school everyday living a normal life, or so everyone thought. 4 younger sister 2 older brothers a single mother and an absent father. Sounds like a normal situation right? Well it wasnโt, Kaityln was used to it just being her and her second oldest brother before her mother decided to have 4 more girls after her, which meant she had to grow up a little faster and got blamed and mistreated when things went wrong. Even when Kaityln tried her best nothing was ever good enough for her mother and her father (when he did come around) didnโt give a damn. Only thing he was good for was bossing her around and physically and mentally trying to break her down as best as he could. Of course Kaityln being the sensitive soul she was tried her best not to let it show, but every night she cried herself to sleep until her eyes were red and puffy and her throat swollen to the point that it hurt to swallow. She had no real friends, no family members around her age to talk to..no outlet. She could only talk to her grandmother to somewhat ease the pain but she never discussed too much. Only enough to relieve some of the inner pain for the moment. Everyone knows that those who smile and joke the most are usually the ones in the most pain, and thatโs exactly who Kaityln was, the girl who made everybody laugh and smile, the class clown, the jokester, the most likely to be a comedian. But deep down inside that was only a front to mask the pain of bottled up emotions, to mask the thoughts of wanting to commit suicide, to make the pain of not ever being good enough TO ANYONE.
By Kayla Smith4 years ago in Confessions
How love became a mystery
Who knows ? Maybe Iโm writing this for myself or for the people,but love is a dangerous thing. You find this mystery person who your so blinded by because of their smile or just the personality of that person intrigues you to have thoughts to have at least one conversation with that person,but sooner or later you are going to find out why that person became a mystery.
By Justin Wheatfall4 years ago in Confessions
It could have been you
1. You did this to drive me insane didnโt you? What really changed from Tuesday til now and if you do miss me why canโt we ever be friends? Come on Jason if weโre never going to speak again at least be real with me for once bc either youโre lying to me tonight about your feelings or youโve lied to me from the start bc letโs be honest you werenโt just procrastinating and sleeping all the times you left me waiting and if you hate me so much now just tell me what weโre you really doing all those times or why did you break up with me every weekend and never let me go help you in Oviedo and why was I a huge secret that never got to meet your friends? Oh and why when you made a Grindr this last time why did you not show up Iโm the fresh section when you added pics like you should have??? Come on we both know you werenโt a perfect boyfriend either stop lying to yourself and me and just tell me the truth.
By J.B. Rage4 years ago in Confessions
